To lovers and givers.
Thursday, December 10, 2009
Thinking back, the day had already started out weird. This started out in my head as a really long blog entry but since it won't end this way, you must trust me that nothing - big or small - made sense.
Just one part I must document to remember. I sat under a tree which I should not have, eating a Subway for its vegetables and most importantly, THE SONG THAT WAS PLAYING IN MY HEAD WAS SO INAPT that it would by far be number one on the list of inappropriate songs for the moment. It kept going and going, the first stanza on loop, "pen pressed down hard on paper" in my slowly exploding head.
Sometimes it's good to be fast and othertimes it's good to be slow. I, I am too fast and too slow for all the wrong things. Now, a long long time later, I realise that if I do a squigglesquiggle tape rewind, the song would make perfect sense and that if I had just been of average intelligence, I - flailarmsflailarms fastforward - would have been with that song in my head 2 years ago. Only this time, I would not have an image of Charles Darwin (I know how he looks, I saw a statue of him in Cambridge) pointing at me and with a matter-of-fact tone, saying "you're fired".
What to do now with this life and with it's people? I feel like a baby who knows she is one.
Love you jie:
Just one part I must document to remember. I sat under a tree which I should not have, eating a Subway for its vegetables and most importantly, THE SONG THAT WAS PLAYING IN MY HEAD WAS SO INAPT that it would by far be number one on the list of inappropriate songs for the moment. It kept going and going, the first stanza on loop, "pen pressed down hard on paper" in my slowly exploding head.
Sometimes it's good to be fast and othertimes it's good to be slow. I, I am too fast and too slow for all the wrong things. Now, a long long time later, I realise that if I do a squigglesquiggle tape rewind, the song would make perfect sense and that if I had just been of average intelligence, I - flailarmsflailarms fastforward - would have been with that song in my head 2 years ago. Only this time, I would not have an image of Charles Darwin (I know how he looks, I saw a statue of him in Cambridge) pointing at me and with a matter-of-fact tone, saying "you're fired".
What to do now with this life and with it's people? I feel like a baby who knows she is one.
Love you jie:
Wednesday, November 25, 2009
My dear friends, what is up with all of you? :) I want to pick each one of you up and give you a big hug until you bulge at the legs and face. Me, I am enjoying being a human being. Right now, I am aspiring to be a smart human being. Wish my brains and everything else which makes me well :)
Because now you can speak English, I love you kongkong.
Because now you can speak English, I love you kongkong.
Monday, July 20, 2009
Ey I forgot how much I love the Fray. Makes me think of Boon, whom I miss dearly but is probably having too much fun to care about us! :)
I'm spending my last few days in Singapore with my sec reg book but all important people are very welcome to make me dump it for you. If not, thank you for my fair share of good days these holidays :) I will think of them if ever I'm cold, hungry, smelly and lonely in dreary London.
I'm so lousy. I'm missing cass already!
I'm spending my last few days in Singapore with my sec reg book but all important people are very welcome to make me dump it for you. If not, thank you for my fair share of good days these holidays :) I will think of them if ever I'm cold, hungry, smelly and lonely in dreary London.
I'm so lousy. I'm missing cass already!
Tuesday, July 14, 2009
Hello everyone, please pray for huixian.
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Thursday, July 02, 2009
Can you say F L A W L E S S?
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